1 00:00:14,760 --> 00:00:18,480 ..What are you doing?Nothing. 2 00:00:18,520 --> 00:00:21,200 You got a cough? 3 00:00:22,680 --> 00:00:28,040 A really convincing one(!) What's in the bag?What bag? 4 00:00:33,720 --> 00:00:37,720 I read that people up here, when they get depressed, 5 00:00:37,760 --> 00:00:41,040 they can take...drastic measures. 6 00:00:41,080 --> 00:00:46,160 And what, nick things from loos? I'm just worried about you, Abby. 7 00:00:46,200 --> 00:00:51,400 What do you think I'll do with this? You've always been very resourceful. 8 00:00:51,440 --> 00:00:56,200 I am not gonna kill myself! But you're a prime candidate. 9 00:00:56,240 --> 00:01:00,080 History of failed relationships. Wondering if it's your fault. 10 00:01:00,120 --> 00:01:03,720 A sense of abandonment. You're getting old. 11 00:01:03,760 --> 00:01:07,800 You've got nothing to live for. You're right off the scale. 12 00:01:07,840 --> 00:01:11,840 Are you trying to cheer me up?! Depression, Abby... 13 00:01:13,240 --> 00:01:17,520 ..it creeps up on you, like a thief in the night. 14 00:01:17,560 --> 00:01:19,880 Nail clippers? 15 00:01:21,520 --> 00:01:25,920 I've got something you've been waiting for, Heather! 16 00:01:30,480 --> 00:01:33,240 Aren't you going to open it?Aye. 17 00:01:36,840 --> 00:01:38,320 Ally! 18 00:01:38,360 --> 00:01:43,080 Jerry! You made it! Didn't think I'd come?Course I did. 19 00:01:43,120 --> 00:01:49,560 Will you smell that? Beautiful! The grease just hangs in the air. I could eat the arse off a cow. 20 00:01:50,920 --> 00:01:55,400 You don't look yourself.I'm holding up. Got some women trouble. 21 00:01:55,440 --> 00:02:01,560 Women? As in more than one?! That sounds promising. Must have set tongues wagging.Aye. 22 00:02:01,600 --> 00:02:07,160 Clog your arteries. That'll make you feel better. ..Two full breakfasts, please! 23 00:02:07,200 --> 00:02:11,720 You're a sick man! God, have I missed you. Tell me you're coming back! 24 00:02:11,760 --> 00:02:17,560 I thought long and hard about what I want. When it came down to it, it was simple. 25 00:02:17,600 --> 00:02:21,880 I want to go home and be with my boy. You've got yourself a partner. 26 00:02:21,920 --> 00:02:26,320 That's bloody great news, Jerry! But when can you and Helen come? 27 00:02:26,360 --> 00:02:30,680 No, it'll just be me, Ally. Helen's got a job in Fife. 28 00:02:30,720 --> 00:02:35,880 Her family are nearby. When you sent Jerry back... He wasn't happy in town. 29 00:02:35,920 --> 00:02:41,000 He'd no friends. He wanted to go home. I don't blame him.And Helen? 30 00:02:42,160 --> 00:02:45,640 I said I was going back on the boats.She doesn't know?No. 31 00:02:45,680 --> 00:02:52,680 Do you think she'd have agreed? He's staying with me. She can decide if she wants to be part of us or not. 32 00:02:52,720 --> 00:02:57,600 I'll not have a woman ruining my life. 33 00:02:57,640 --> 00:03:00,040 Did you get them?Aye. 34 00:03:00,080 --> 00:03:02,920 Well, are you going to tell me? 35 00:03:02,960 --> 00:03:07,600 Five vowels and a consonant. And what's that supposed to mean? 36 00:03:07,640 --> 00:03:09,840 Five As and a B. 37 00:03:09,880 --> 00:03:12,920 So what's the B in? Common sense? 38 00:03:14,600 --> 00:03:17,560 I'm so proud of you! 39 00:03:17,600 --> 00:03:20,840 Five As and a B, Mum! 40 00:03:22,920 --> 00:03:26,520 Alistair won't speak to me. Won't look me in the eye. 41 00:03:26,560 --> 00:03:31,520 YOU have to do it. It needs a man. He won't hear it from a woman. Won't hear what? 42 00:03:31,560 --> 00:03:34,360 Nothing. Not your business. 43 00:03:34,400 --> 00:03:39,360 Are you sure this is the right thing?Yes! I'll go with you, Douglas. 44 00:03:39,400 --> 00:03:42,400 You haven't told him?Of course not. 45 00:03:42,440 --> 00:03:46,920 That's right. No, no, hasn't said a thing. Secret's safe with me. 46 00:03:46,960 --> 00:03:49,960 Douglas!I haven't told him anything. 47 00:03:50,000 --> 00:03:54,000 It's true, Mary. Not a word passed his lips.Gordon, stop it! 48 00:03:54,040 --> 00:03:59,120 You promised you wouldn't say anything to him! Of ALL people! 49 00:03:59,160 --> 00:04:03,160 My lips are sealed about you-know-what.I haven't said a word! 50 00:04:03,200 --> 00:04:05,560 How could you, Douglas?! 51 00:04:05,600 --> 00:04:12,120 Would you look at that? Doesn't believe you, Douglas. She's furious with you for...for no reason at all. 52 00:04:12,160 --> 00:04:14,720 You might as well tell me. 53 00:04:16,040 --> 00:04:19,520 I get this feeling every once in a while. 54 00:04:19,560 --> 00:04:23,360 This sense that I'm...condemned 55 00:04:23,400 --> 00:04:27,400 to be in the back of the photograph of life... 56 00:04:27,440 --> 00:04:30,520 sort of a witness to... 57 00:04:30,560 --> 00:04:34,120 countless tragedies and accidents, 58 00:04:34,160 --> 00:04:37,880 but I ain't got any power to stop them. 59 00:04:37,920 --> 00:04:41,360 Yeah...it sucks, don't it? 60 00:04:42,440 --> 00:04:46,440 Yeah...in a word. 61 00:04:47,480 --> 00:04:49,600 He's still here? 62 00:04:49,640 --> 00:04:52,000 Yeah. 63 00:04:52,040 --> 00:04:54,960 What an odd duck. 64 00:04:55,000 --> 00:04:59,360 It's t'ai chi. It helps him focus. 65 00:05:00,400 --> 00:05:02,840 Has he not got a job to go to? 66 00:05:02,880 --> 00:05:06,840 Not one that he's mentioned. Did he pay you in advance? 67 00:05:06,880 --> 00:05:08,400 No. 68 00:05:08,440 --> 00:05:11,040 It's going to end in tears. 69 00:05:14,760 --> 00:05:18,440 So I'm on the back of the photograph of life at the moment, 70 00:05:18,480 --> 00:05:23,080 and, well, Abby, she's... she's...having a bad run 71 00:05:23,120 --> 00:05:25,320 and now you're around, 72 00:05:25,360 --> 00:05:32,600 I just wondered whether you'd mind keeping an eye out for her. Make sure she don't jump off a cliff, 73 00:05:32,640 --> 00:05:36,440 or go for a long swim in the middle of the night, 74 00:05:36,480 --> 00:05:40,520 or starts playing on the motorway... I don't think the motorway's likely. 75 00:05:40,560 --> 00:05:46,960 No, no, well, I'll cross that one off, but I mean, you know what I'm saying? 76 00:05:47,000 --> 00:05:50,600 Maybe you're not in the back of this one. 77 00:05:50,640 --> 00:05:52,760 What's that - a riddle? 78 00:05:52,800 --> 00:05:55,120 The photograph, Kenny. 79 00:05:57,560 --> 00:06:00,240 Malcolm! Ida! Good God! 80 00:06:00,280 --> 00:06:03,280 Lend us a hand with these, Gordon. 81 00:06:03,320 --> 00:06:07,960 Both hands and the arms, too. Och, Malcolm! How did you do it? 82 00:06:08,000 --> 00:06:12,280 Do what?Get her back!I told her she wouldn't have to talk with YOU. 83 00:06:12,320 --> 00:06:15,840 Och! You're quick! And that's a rare fine thing. 84 00:06:15,880 --> 00:06:19,840 Ah, look at you, Ida - lovely as always! 85 00:06:19,880 --> 00:06:22,360 Fairy tales do come true, don't they? 86 00:06:22,400 --> 00:06:26,600 You kiss a frog and look what happens! 87 00:06:26,640 --> 00:06:29,640 Come on, Peter. The boat's here. 88 00:06:32,480 --> 00:06:36,760 It's not a very big boat. It's a boat, not a ship. 89 00:06:36,800 --> 00:06:42,280 So who's the little stowaway? This is my son - Peter. 90 00:06:42,320 --> 00:06:46,560 Well...congratulations! A boy! 91 00:06:46,600 --> 00:06:50,440 You have a boy...of your own! 92 00:06:50,480 --> 00:06:56,720 That must have been a conversation point. Come on, Peter. Let's get aboard. 93 00:06:57,760 --> 00:07:02,240 You never know what you'll find when you look under a rock. 94 00:07:09,880 --> 00:07:14,280 I've got nothing to say to you. You've come because Mary told you to 95 00:07:14,320 --> 00:07:17,120 and you've got nothing to say to me. 96 00:07:18,640 --> 00:07:22,240 This is a big opportunity for you, Alistair. 97 00:07:22,280 --> 00:07:24,880 You're trying to say the right thing, 98 00:07:24,920 --> 00:07:29,880 but we'll end up in the same place no matter what words you conjure. 99 00:07:29,920 --> 00:07:34,240 You take responsibility... to prove who you are. 100 00:07:34,280 --> 00:07:38,480 I'll take responsibility, Douglas. You tell that to Mary. 101 00:07:38,520 --> 00:07:42,040 I'll take responsibility for being a bastard. 102 00:07:42,080 --> 00:07:47,280 You can't turn your back on Carolyn and the baby she's carrying. It's yours! 103 00:07:47,320 --> 00:07:54,200 If she's got any sense she'll get rid of it. It's best for everyone.I took you for a better man than that. 104 00:07:54,240 --> 00:08:00,120 Carolyn and Mary have ripped the one chance of happiness I had right from my hands. 105 00:08:00,160 --> 00:08:05,440 What they've done to me and Abby I'll never forgive.What THEY did?! 106 00:08:05,480 --> 00:08:09,840 I made a mistake. It was never any more than that. 107 00:08:09,880 --> 00:08:14,840 You're a coward, aren't you? I've had enough of talking to you. 108 00:08:14,880 --> 00:08:21,280 That's what I didn't expect - you and Abby - if it meant something, you would have fought for it. 109 00:08:21,320 --> 00:08:28,600 You've known Carolyn since school! You won't fight for her? You'll let her suffer while YOU hide? 110 00:08:28,640 --> 00:08:33,400 I know who you are now. There's not much to like. 111 00:08:51,480 --> 00:08:55,480 Are you going to make this permanent, are you, Malcolm? 112 00:08:55,520 --> 00:08:59,760 Aye. That's my intention. OUR intention. 113 00:08:59,800 --> 00:09:04,200 I wish I could have seen Murdo's face when you told him about the boy, 114 00:09:04,240 --> 00:09:10,960 with him waxing on like he does about the Campbells and the family line. Must have been a picture. 115 00:09:11,000 --> 00:09:13,480 You haven't told him yet? 116 00:09:13,520 --> 00:09:17,680 No.Oh, well, I'm sure he'll take it well... 117 00:09:17,720 --> 00:09:23,800 once he gets past the shock. I mean, the boy's not to blame. 118 00:09:23,840 --> 00:09:28,160 He might be cross with you, but he wouldn't do anything foolish...No. 119 00:09:28,200 --> 00:09:31,520 He's not going to try and stop you getting married, is he? 120 00:09:31,560 --> 00:09:34,440 He wouldn't be petty, like that. Not Murdo. 121 00:09:34,480 --> 00:09:41,400 Oh, no, no. Not Murdo, no. Not a generous accepting soul like him. 122 00:09:41,440 --> 00:09:43,680 No, he'll get past any prejudices 123 00:09:43,720 --> 00:09:47,480 or racialist little ideas he might be hiding in his head. 124 00:09:53,200 --> 00:09:54,960 I'm a dab hand in the kitchen. 125 00:09:55,000 --> 00:09:56,520 Onions? 126 00:09:56,560 --> 00:10:01,440 They do the same to me. But, as much as it stings, I still want them. 127 00:10:01,480 --> 00:10:06,880 You never expect them to taste so sweet, do you?No. 128 00:10:06,920 --> 00:10:13,640 What do you think it is that makes us cry? Is it the pain of saying goodbye 129 00:10:13,680 --> 00:10:18,680 or the fear of never again saying hello? ..I've moved on from onions. 130 00:10:18,720 --> 00:10:21,000 Almost without me noticing. 131 00:10:21,040 --> 00:10:24,800 We can go back to onions. They're very useful. Lots of layers. 132 00:10:24,840 --> 00:10:29,960 I could flog on about onions all morning without getting to the point. 133 00:10:31,000 --> 00:10:35,720 You're not on suicide watch, are you?You're not just a pretty face. 134 00:10:35,760 --> 00:10:38,880 Kenny said something to you? 135 00:10:38,920 --> 00:10:45,440 Well, he TRIED to say something, but you need an A-to-Z to follow him, but, er...we got there. 136 00:10:45,480 --> 00:10:48,000 What is he like?Yeah. 137 00:10:48,040 --> 00:10:51,720 Can you imagine if he came in and saw you with that knife? 138 00:10:51,760 --> 00:10:56,480 Frozen. Gripping it so hard, your knuckles go white? 139 00:10:58,280 --> 00:11:01,000 I'm OK. You don't have to watch me. 140 00:11:01,040 --> 00:11:04,640 Kenny knows that, but it won't stop him worrying about you. 141 00:11:04,680 --> 00:11:08,880 I bet he's done it before. All the time.Yeah. 142 00:11:08,920 --> 00:11:15,240 There must be some comfort in that. Not many of us can say we've got somebody out there worrying about us. 143 00:11:15,280 --> 00:11:18,240 I CAN look after myself.No doubt. 144 00:11:19,720 --> 00:11:22,520 Can I ask you a personal question? 145 00:11:22,560 --> 00:11:24,640 If I can ask YOU one, yeah. 146 00:11:26,600 --> 00:11:29,080 What do you do?When? 147 00:11:29,120 --> 00:11:32,960 When you're not here... doing nothing. 148 00:11:33,000 --> 00:11:39,160 I've done lots of things. I was a clown in a circus, I was a children's entertainer - 149 00:11:39,200 --> 00:11:45,240 nobody laughed. I was a nurse in an old people's home - very similar to being a children's entertainer. 150 00:11:45,280 --> 00:11:49,960 I wouldn't mind playing in the Premier League, but that's unlikely. 151 00:11:50,000 --> 00:11:53,480 So why did you come here? Not fair. That's two questions. 152 00:11:53,520 --> 00:11:56,160 My turn now. 153 00:11:56,200 --> 00:12:01,760 If someone who loved you turned up on your doorstep, how would you recognise them? 154 00:12:04,720 --> 00:12:07,200 I'm cooking chicken tonight. 155 00:12:07,240 --> 00:12:09,720 Sorry, OK, all right. 156 00:12:11,640 --> 00:12:14,120 Do be careful with that knife. 157 00:12:22,840 --> 00:12:26,680 Marry us. Och, Malcolm, you're not serious? 158 00:12:26,720 --> 00:12:30,400 You ARE the captain of the boat? Aye. You know I am! 159 00:12:30,440 --> 00:12:34,160 A captain of a boat can marry a couple at sea, can he not?Well... 160 00:12:34,200 --> 00:12:35,320 I don't know, Malcolm. 161 00:12:35,360 --> 00:12:38,760 Maybe the captain of a ferry isn't a real captain? 162 00:12:38,800 --> 00:12:40,960 Of course I'm a real captain! 163 00:12:41,000 --> 00:12:44,360 Then do it!It's not really... 164 00:12:44,400 --> 00:12:50,000 He's not a real captain. I AM a real captain! It's just I've never done this before. 165 00:12:50,040 --> 00:12:55,520 Neither have I, so I won't know what a mess you make of it.Oh, well... 166 00:12:55,560 --> 00:12:57,840 OK, then. 167 00:13:02,000 --> 00:13:05,720 Right, well, where to begin? 168 00:13:05,760 --> 00:13:09,880 What is it, Mum? I've got work to do in the shop. I need to get back. 169 00:13:09,920 --> 00:13:14,720 I thought YOU should have this. It was yours and mine before you. 170 00:13:14,760 --> 00:13:19,800 I saved it for the day you'd need it. And that day's come, hasn't it? 171 00:13:20,960 --> 00:13:22,960 Oh... 172 00:13:33,920 --> 00:13:35,960 What can I do? 173 00:13:36,000 --> 00:13:38,720 Don't push so hard. 174 00:13:40,800 --> 00:13:45,840 We are gathered here today... Can four people be a gathering? 175 00:13:45,880 --> 00:13:50,640 Aye. Keep going...To celebrate the marriage of Malcolm and Ida... 176 00:13:50,680 --> 00:13:55,200 who love each other and who wish to be bound together in holy... 177 00:13:55,240 --> 00:13:58,440 It's not holy if I'm not a clergyman. 178 00:13:58,480 --> 00:14:02,160 It's the matrimony that's holy, Gordon, not you. 179 00:14:02,200 --> 00:14:05,920 Aye. I see your point. Matrimony. 180 00:14:12,000 --> 00:14:14,960 Any idea what comes next? 181 00:14:26,240 --> 00:14:31,560 Hi, Kenny.All right, mate. I've got to run. No, no, let it happen. 182 00:14:31,600 --> 00:14:33,640 Let what happen?Whatever. 183 00:14:33,680 --> 00:14:38,000 You said I wasn't in the back of the photograph. You're full of shit! 184 00:14:38,040 --> 00:14:42,560 Probably.So why would I let her...? She can take care of herself! 185 00:14:42,600 --> 00:14:46,720 But...Kenny, it's not your photo, it's theirs. Let it happen. 186 00:14:46,760 --> 00:14:50,760 Why am I listening to you? You're not, but you know I'm right. 187 00:14:50,800 --> 00:14:56,560 You'll go all the way round there and then decide not to interfere. I'm saving you the walk. 188 00:14:56,600 --> 00:15:01,640 But what if he lies to her, she falls for it and gets back with him 189 00:15:01,680 --> 00:15:03,680 and screws up again? 190 00:15:03,720 --> 00:15:07,600 You can't control what other people are going to do. Stop trying. 191 00:15:12,600 --> 00:15:17,840 Do you take Malcolm to be your husband, for richer, for poorer, 192 00:15:17,880 --> 00:15:22,000 in sickness and in health, till death you do part? 193 00:15:22,040 --> 00:15:24,080 I do.OK, then. 194 00:15:24,120 --> 00:15:27,960 By the power vested in me...Gordon! Aye? 195 00:15:28,000 --> 00:15:31,000 Me!Och, right. Sorry. 196 00:15:31,040 --> 00:15:35,560 Malcolm...do you take Ida to be your wife, 197 00:15:35,600 --> 00:15:40,520 for richer, for poorer, in sickness and health, till death you do part? 198 00:15:40,560 --> 00:15:42,560 I do.Good. 199 00:15:42,600 --> 00:15:47,520 So with the limited power invested in me, I pronounce you man and wife. 200 00:15:50,520 --> 00:15:53,160 Well, you may kiss the bride! 201 00:16:05,280 --> 00:16:07,800 I made a mistake. 202 00:16:07,840 --> 00:16:10,040 More than one. 203 00:16:10,080 --> 00:16:15,360 We were close to something. So close to...No, I don't think we were. 204 00:16:15,400 --> 00:16:21,920 We CAN be happy together.I thought about that. I would have liked it. 205 00:16:21,960 --> 00:16:25,120 I didn't want to hurt her feelings. 206 00:16:26,200 --> 00:16:29,200 Please...Abby, please, forgive me. 207 00:16:29,240 --> 00:16:33,920 Do you want me to beg? Is that what you want? I'll beg. 208 00:16:36,640 --> 00:16:39,760 I forgive you. 209 00:16:39,800 --> 00:16:42,080 Now leave. 210 00:16:42,120 --> 00:16:44,720 You belong with Carolyn. 211 00:16:45,760 --> 00:16:49,280 She needs you. I don't. But we can... 212 00:16:49,320 --> 00:16:53,280 I don't need you. I don't want you. 213 00:16:53,320 --> 00:16:58,720 I did, but now I don't want you back.We can start again. 214 00:16:58,760 --> 00:17:03,120 I wouldn't know how to start again with you, Alistair. 215 00:17:03,160 --> 00:17:05,920 Look, just go. Don't make me cry. 216 00:17:13,400 --> 00:17:15,840 CHEERFUL WHISTLING OF BRIDAL MARCH 217 00:17:15,880 --> 00:17:20,040 No!Help the bride and groom over the threshold. 218 00:17:20,080 --> 00:17:22,640 Malcolm.Thank you. 219 00:17:22,680 --> 00:17:25,760 Ida...congratulations! 220 00:17:25,800 --> 00:17:30,960 What a comeback! Who's this, then? The wedding present? 221 00:17:31,000 --> 00:17:34,960 No. I'm Peter.Peter's my son. 222 00:17:36,000 --> 00:17:38,480 I never would have guessed! Come on. 223 00:17:48,600 --> 00:17:54,160 It's all gone... I'm feeling like everything is out of control! 224 00:17:54,200 --> 00:17:57,040 Nothing feels right! 225 00:17:58,480 --> 00:18:01,560 Look...I've not handled this well. 226 00:18:01,600 --> 00:18:06,720 I can see you agree. That's a good place to start.No, Alistair! 227 00:18:06,760 --> 00:18:11,600 It's a good place to finish. I'm not done. It's unlucky, really. 228 00:18:11,640 --> 00:18:15,600 Unlucky?Look, I feel bad, OK? I feel bad. 229 00:18:15,640 --> 00:18:19,560 You've been a friend...A friend?! Aye. 230 00:18:19,600 --> 00:18:23,640 This is the time to say nothing, Alistair! 231 00:18:23,680 --> 00:18:26,640 I need to say what I came to say. 232 00:18:27,720 --> 00:18:31,720 You're in trouble and I didn't try and help. 233 00:18:31,760 --> 00:18:36,840 I won't be seeing Abby any more. ..I don't care. 234 00:18:36,880 --> 00:18:43,560 I needed you to know that, so you didn't think I was doing something... for that. And I want to help you. 235 00:18:43,600 --> 00:18:49,600 Look, Alistair, I have to admit, I... I'm surprised you've come, 236 00:18:49,640 --> 00:18:54,200 and it'll take some time before I can look at you in the same way. 237 00:18:54,240 --> 00:18:58,680 If you need money... I don't know how much it costs to have it done... 238 00:18:58,720 --> 00:19:02,760 You just tell me how much you need. What? 239 00:19:02,800 --> 00:19:08,200 For the clinic. You'll have to pay, won't you, to get rid of it? 240 00:19:08,240 --> 00:19:11,160 I don't need your help. 241 00:19:12,200 --> 00:19:16,680 St Andrews is too Sloaney. Too many English for my taste. 242 00:19:16,720 --> 00:19:23,400 Glasgow looks good, but everyone expects you to go there.Aye. They've got great clubs in Glasgow. 243 00:19:23,440 --> 00:19:28,040 You're not going to university to go to clubs.No, I'm going to study, 244 00:19:28,080 --> 00:19:35,160 I'll have no other life apart from books(!) Some people think Edinburgh is better for art and music. 245 00:19:35,200 --> 00:19:39,680 I should probably go and visit first before I decide which one. 246 00:19:39,720 --> 00:19:42,760 You'll come with me, help me pick? 247 00:19:42,800 --> 00:19:45,360 Oh, God, Mum! What have you done? 248 00:19:45,400 --> 00:19:50,600 I'm just clumsy. Could you go and get me a towel from inside? 249 00:19:56,920 --> 00:20:00,920 Are you OK?I'm fine. Just stupid. Are you sure? 250 00:20:00,960 --> 00:20:05,440 Thanks for your help. I'm all right. Shall I call a doctor? 251 00:20:05,480 --> 00:20:10,000 Maybe we should go to the clinic in Portree?No. I don't want a fuss. 252 00:20:10,040 --> 00:20:12,560 I'll just sit here for a minute. 253 00:20:17,360 --> 00:20:22,040 Stop watching me, Kenny. You'll make me cross.I'm sorry to disturb you. 254 00:20:24,880 --> 00:20:28,200 I need your help with something. 255 00:20:28,240 --> 00:20:31,760 What?It's quite hard to explain. 256 00:20:33,800 --> 00:20:35,720 Can I just show it to you? 257 00:20:42,200 --> 00:20:44,040 This is hacking me off, Kenny. 258 00:20:46,640 --> 00:20:48,680 There it is. 259 00:20:48,720 --> 00:20:50,200 I can see it now. 260 00:20:50,240 --> 00:20:54,400 What is it?You have to come down here if you want to see it properly. 261 00:21:04,560 --> 00:21:06,400 What? 262 00:21:06,440 --> 00:21:08,480 There. 263 00:21:09,640 --> 00:21:12,840 You can't miss it. 264 00:21:12,880 --> 00:21:18,000 Look how big it is... how small we are. 265 00:21:20,160 --> 00:21:22,160 Can you see it? 266 00:21:22,200 --> 00:21:24,400 Yeah. 267 00:21:24,440 --> 00:21:26,960 Just don't look down, Abby. 268 00:21:28,480 --> 00:21:32,440 Cos if you look down...you'll fall. 269 00:21:36,520 --> 00:21:39,960 Who's there?Dad! It's me. 270 00:21:40,000 --> 00:21:43,720 Are you all right, son?Aye. There's some people I'd like you to meet. 271 00:21:46,200 --> 00:21:48,920 May I introduce Mrs Campbell? 272 00:21:48,960 --> 00:21:54,320 You haven't gone and done it without me?!It came over me...spontaneous. 273 00:21:54,360 --> 00:21:57,200 Spontaneous? That's not like you! 274 00:21:57,240 --> 00:21:59,960 Well, I haven't been myself lately. 275 00:22:03,120 --> 00:22:05,120 Mrs Campbell... 276 00:22:06,520 --> 00:22:08,960 ..how do you do? 277 00:22:09,000 --> 00:22:12,520 Mr Campbell, better than you can imagine. 278 00:22:12,560 --> 00:22:15,480 You said "people"?Aye. 279 00:22:15,520 --> 00:22:17,520 Peter! 280 00:22:18,560 --> 00:22:21,920 Peter is my son.OUR son. 281 00:22:21,960 --> 00:22:24,360 You're Ida's son? 282 00:22:26,320 --> 00:22:29,680 Nice to see you. 283 00:22:29,720 --> 00:22:35,440 I would have, er...liked to have seen you at the wedding. 284 00:22:36,520 --> 00:22:41,840 Lizzie - God rest her soul - and I used to talk about it. 285 00:22:41,880 --> 00:22:44,600 What a wonderful day that would be. 286 00:22:44,640 --> 00:22:47,680 Our only son and all. 287 00:22:50,120 --> 00:22:54,320 You'll see them settled, won't you? I will. 288 00:22:54,360 --> 00:22:57,680 DOOR SHUTS He doesn't like me. 289 00:22:57,720 --> 00:23:00,240 Course he does. 290 00:23:01,320 --> 00:23:05,840 Do you have any disinfectant? Households by the bleach. 291 00:23:05,880 --> 00:23:09,480 For cuts.You hurt yourself? For Mum. 292 00:23:09,520 --> 00:23:13,400 Any gauze bandage? I can get some. How bad is it? 293 00:23:13,440 --> 00:23:16,960 It's bad. She won't go to the clinic.You should get a doctor. 294 00:23:17,000 --> 00:23:19,880 She won't let me.I'll have a look. 295 00:23:19,920 --> 00:23:24,960 I'm not a doctor, but I was a nurse. You were a nurse?Yeah. Actually, 296 00:23:25,000 --> 00:23:31,360 doctors are rubbish at dressing wounds. They never do it. OK, if you don't mind.Not at all. 297 00:23:31,400 --> 00:23:37,520 You didn't?!What else could I do? They seemed so keen. They think they're married? 298 00:23:37,560 --> 00:23:42,600 They wouldn't have thought I was a real captain if I didn't do it. You have to tell them. 299 00:23:42,640 --> 00:23:45,840 Why doIhave to tell them? YOU did it. 300 00:23:45,880 --> 00:23:50,880 I DIDN'T do it! That's the problem. Find a quiet moment, make an excuse. 301 00:23:52,360 --> 00:23:55,360 Maybe if YOU told him...No! 302 00:23:55,400 --> 00:24:01,880 So you're going to let Malcolm go through his life living a lie, living in sin? What kind of man are you? 303 00:24:01,920 --> 00:24:07,400 Not as good a man as you are, because I know that you tell Malcolm the truth. 304 00:24:07,440 --> 00:24:09,720 You could tell Murdo.Gordon. 305 00:24:11,120 --> 00:24:14,960 No, he'll think I did it on purpose, to upset him.I could tell him that. 306 00:24:16,480 --> 00:24:18,600 Oh, I can see you'll be no help! 307 00:24:18,640 --> 00:24:21,520 I'LL handle it, since you don't seem to have the bottle to do it.Good. 308 00:24:21,560 --> 00:24:24,240 What about Mary? Maybe...No! 309 00:24:27,400 --> 00:24:29,320 You didn't do yourself any favours. 310 00:24:29,360 --> 00:24:33,520 I don't need any help! Heather, why did you bring him here? 311 00:24:33,560 --> 00:24:39,160 You're just as charming as I heard you'd be.People like to talk. Yes, don't they just? 312 00:24:39,200 --> 00:24:45,920 There was a woman I looked after in the home where I worked, who talked ALL the time - nothing important. 313 00:24:45,960 --> 00:24:52,240 The other women there didn't like that and when she heard that they'd turned against her, 314 00:24:52,280 --> 00:24:56,480 she was very hurt. I said to her, "They need a bit of peace and quiet." 315 00:24:57,880 --> 00:25:01,240 She sat there, in silence, and then she said - 316 00:25:01,280 --> 00:25:03,240 "But I HAVE to talk. That's how I know I'm alive." 317 00:25:03,280 --> 00:25:06,720 This is going to sting. 318 00:25:10,560 --> 00:25:11,720 She sounds senile to me. 319 00:25:11,760 --> 00:25:17,000 You think so? No, she was...she was quite lucid. Just, um...boring. 320 00:25:17,040 --> 00:25:22,920 You seem to have caught the talking bug from her. 321 00:25:22,960 --> 00:25:26,080 When you live on your own, it's nice to have others to talk to. 322 00:25:27,200 --> 00:25:30,200 But you've got a lovely daughter to share things with, 323 00:25:30,240 --> 00:25:32,720 so you wouldn't know.No. I wouldn't. 324 00:25:32,760 --> 00:25:37,040 Well, it's a deep cut but it's clean. 325 00:25:37,080 --> 00:25:40,240 It must have hurt.Aye. 326 00:25:40,280 --> 00:25:44,320 There was a bloke in this home who was always hurting himself. 327 00:25:44,360 --> 00:25:50,000 I didn't hurt myself! It was an accident.That's what I mean. Strange, isn't it? 328 00:25:50,040 --> 00:25:55,080 He'd fall, break his wrist, laugh at the pain. Pain was his friend. 329 00:25:55,120 --> 00:25:58,640 You see, that's how he knew that HE was alive. 330 00:26:01,800 --> 00:26:03,480 It's going to need a few stitches. 331 00:26:03,520 --> 00:26:08,880 It will mend without stitches.Yeah, probably. Just leave a bigger scar. 332 00:26:12,520 --> 00:26:15,560 Was YOUR father nice?My father? 333 00:26:15,600 --> 00:26:19,480 I don't think "nice" would describe him. He was a very hard man 334 00:26:19,520 --> 00:26:24,400 who led a very hard life. He wasn't mean to you?No. 335 00:26:25,960 --> 00:26:30,480 He was strict, but not mean. Different times. 336 00:26:30,520 --> 00:26:33,360 Did he play darts with you?No. 337 00:26:34,680 --> 00:26:36,600 He didn't "play" with me. 338 00:26:36,640 --> 00:26:40,320 I mean, we did things together. Fishing. 339 00:26:40,360 --> 00:26:46,600 Did a bit of hunting. We used to gather coal that fell off the coal ship into the harbour. 340 00:26:46,640 --> 00:26:53,600 When the tide went out, we'd put our waders on and collect what we could find. A treasure hunt. 341 00:26:53,640 --> 00:26:58,480 I remember how big his smile would be when we filled the sack. 342 00:26:59,680 --> 00:27:02,160 I don't mind this, you know. 343 00:27:02,200 --> 00:27:04,840 What's that?Playing darts with you. 344 00:27:09,000 --> 00:27:13,280 So I've thought about it. And I've decided I won't keep it to myself. 345 00:27:13,320 --> 00:27:17,560 So I'm going to let YOU tell him. That's a generous offer, Gordon. 346 00:27:17,600 --> 00:27:22,400 Now, what would you like for supper? We've got bread and jam... 347 00:27:22,440 --> 00:27:24,480 So you'll do it? 348 00:27:24,520 --> 00:27:27,000 Well, no, we ain't got any bread. 349 00:27:27,040 --> 00:27:30,800 We've got jam...and carrots. 350 00:27:30,840 --> 00:27:35,080 Now, if I scrape the mould off the jam, it will be all right. 351 00:27:35,120 --> 00:27:39,120 Or we could just have carrots. What a laugh it will be for you! 352 00:27:39,160 --> 00:27:45,440 Oh, Gordon, you're the best, and to let ME do it! I mean, Malcolm's face is going to look a picture, innit? 353 00:27:45,480 --> 00:27:49,120 Won't it just!You know what? 354 00:27:49,160 --> 00:27:51,840 I can't do it. 355 00:27:51,880 --> 00:27:54,680 You can't? Why not? 356 00:27:54,720 --> 00:28:01,040 It's too good an offer. Oh, it's a world-class wind-up, Gordon. I couldn't take away your fun. 357 00:28:01,080 --> 00:28:05,640 But I want you to have it - that fun. Because you're such a good friend. 358 00:28:05,680 --> 00:28:09,840 No. No... It would be selfish. 359 00:28:09,880 --> 00:28:14,280 I can't. You've earned it, YOU do it. 360 00:28:14,320 --> 00:28:19,160 But, Kenny...No. I couldn't live with myself, Gordon. 361 00:28:19,200 --> 00:28:24,400 Now, I'm going for plain carrots, I reckon. What about you? 362 00:28:24,440 --> 00:28:26,680 I'm not hungry. 363 00:28:28,000 --> 00:28:33,000 That's the Campbell tartan. Our family goes back 900 years. 364 00:28:33,040 --> 00:28:37,040 You can only wear the tartan if you're a Campbell. 365 00:28:38,280 --> 00:28:41,280 What's wrong?Nothing. 366 00:28:41,320 --> 00:28:46,960 Good. We have a motto - "Ne obliviscaris". It's Latin. 367 00:28:47,000 --> 00:28:51,200 I thought you were Scottish?We are. Then why isn't the motto in Scottish? 368 00:28:51,240 --> 00:28:53,640 That's a good question. 369 00:28:53,680 --> 00:28:58,040 What's it mean?"Do not forget." What aren't you meant to forget? 370 00:28:58,080 --> 00:29:01,520 Who you are.It's bedtime. 371 00:29:01,560 --> 00:29:07,480 Is my mum a Campbell, then?..Aye. And me? 372 00:29:07,520 --> 00:29:10,960 No. You are whatever you are. 373 00:29:11,000 --> 00:29:14,120 Dad! You can be proud of that, Peter. 374 00:29:21,080 --> 00:29:24,120 He's a little boy, in a new place. 375 00:29:24,160 --> 00:29:26,160 It's only the truth. 376 00:29:26,200 --> 00:29:28,720 What's come over you? 377 00:29:28,760 --> 00:29:32,040 I had no idea the woman had a child. 378 00:29:32,080 --> 00:29:38,320 She's my wife, not "the woman"! And I don't see how her having a child changes anything. 379 00:29:38,360 --> 00:29:43,280 I got used to the idea of you being with a foreigner, 380 00:29:43,320 --> 00:29:46,440 but a child as well? What's come over YOU? 381 00:29:47,480 --> 00:29:51,240 I forgot what a small-minded man you are, Dad! 382 00:29:51,280 --> 00:29:54,960 The boy is not a Campbell, never will be. 383 00:29:55,000 --> 00:29:57,480 And it's best he learns that. 384 00:29:57,520 --> 00:30:03,280 To rush into marriage with a woman who has a child by another man, 385 00:30:03,320 --> 00:30:06,400 and not even the decency to invite me! 386 00:30:06,440 --> 00:30:10,760 Are you embarrassed by me, is that it?I am right now. 387 00:30:12,160 --> 00:30:19,360 The boy's going to be part of our family, like it or not. I DON'T like it.That's plain! 388 00:30:22,320 --> 00:30:26,800 When I was his age and afraid, you would take me aside and tell me, 389 00:30:26,840 --> 00:30:30,840 "A Campbell wouldn't be afraid, a Campbell doesn't lie, 390 00:30:30,880 --> 00:30:33,160 "a Campbell keeps his word." 391 00:30:33,200 --> 00:30:39,680 Hundreds of lessons on what it is to be a Campbell. Lessons you needed to learn.Aye! 392 00:30:39,720 --> 00:30:42,360 I needed to learn to be a Campbell. 393 00:30:42,400 --> 00:30:47,400 So, to my mind, it's how I bring the boy up that makes him a Campbell, 394 00:30:47,440 --> 00:30:49,600 nothing else. 395 00:30:52,280 --> 00:30:55,880 There were three potatoes living together in a potato patch. 396 00:30:55,920 --> 00:31:00,680 One was cute. FUNNY VOICE: "Hello. Do you think I'm cute?" 397 00:31:00,720 --> 00:31:05,520 Yes! Good. And there was a nasty potato 398 00:31:05,560 --> 00:31:09,040 who had a dark secret. What? 399 00:31:09,080 --> 00:31:13,600 He wasn't really nasty. But everyone who saw him thought that he was. 400 00:31:13,640 --> 00:31:18,840 So he tried to be nasty... NASTY VOICE: "I'm nasty! 401 00:31:18,880 --> 00:31:25,680 "I'm mean. I'm the baddest potato on the planet." But he wasn't really. 402 00:31:25,720 --> 00:31:28,240 He was just a simple potato 403 00:31:28,280 --> 00:31:32,760 who tried to be nasty because that's what he thought that he should be. 404 00:31:32,800 --> 00:31:38,240 And the cute potato was scared. "Ohh, I'm scared!" 405 00:31:38,280 --> 00:31:41,600 And she was. And then the butch potato - 406 00:31:41,640 --> 00:31:46,320 he thought he'd chase away the nasty potato to prove that he was butch. 407 00:31:46,360 --> 00:31:50,440 "I don't like you, nasty potato! I'm going to mash you 408 00:31:50,480 --> 00:31:54,720 "and eat you up." Potatoes eat each other? 409 00:31:54,760 --> 00:31:58,640 Only the butch potato - he was a cannibal. Gross! 410 00:31:58,680 --> 00:32:01,800 So they had a fight - bosh, bosh, bosh! 411 00:32:01,840 --> 00:32:07,320 But the nasty potato stopped the fight - "I don't like fighting! I really don't!" 412 00:32:07,360 --> 00:32:12,560 The butch potato was confused. He was butch, but not bright. 413 00:32:12,600 --> 00:32:14,600 Bad combination. 414 00:32:14,640 --> 00:32:17,040 Right, bedtime!Ssh! 415 00:32:17,080 --> 00:32:21,360 "But I thought you was nasty." "I'm not really," he said. 416 00:32:21,400 --> 00:32:23,880 So the cute potato watched all this 417 00:32:23,920 --> 00:32:27,800 and she thought, "There's no reason to be frightened at all". 418 00:32:27,840 --> 00:32:32,640 But butch potato was going to mash him, anyway - easier than he thought. 419 00:32:32,680 --> 00:32:34,720 But he weren't really nasty! 420 00:32:34,760 --> 00:32:38,760 "You're a mind-reader!" cute potato thought. So she stopped the fight 421 00:32:38,800 --> 00:32:42,760 because cute potato was cute and clever.Good combination. 422 00:32:42,800 --> 00:32:46,960 Yes, it is and she knew something that people forget - 423 00:32:47,000 --> 00:32:51,600 that potatoes are good.It's the things they DO that are bad.Right. 424 00:32:51,640 --> 00:32:56,960 Right, time for bed.Good story. Oh, cheers. 425 00:32:59,120 --> 00:33:01,640 Head down, Bo-Peep. 426 00:33:05,920 --> 00:33:08,680 Sweet kids.Yeah. 427 00:33:08,720 --> 00:33:13,680 Got any leftovers? I'm starving. Yeah. Chicken in the fridge. 428 00:33:27,280 --> 00:33:30,360 So, where are you from? 429 00:33:30,400 --> 00:33:34,880 I'm living in Brighton at the moment. Before that?London. 430 00:33:34,920 --> 00:33:37,400 ..Do you have kids? 431 00:33:37,440 --> 00:33:42,760 Do I...? One, yeah.Grown-up? 432 00:33:42,800 --> 00:33:47,600 I guess.Hackney? When you were in London? 433 00:33:47,640 --> 00:33:52,480 I lived there when I was married. But you're not married now? 434 00:33:52,520 --> 00:33:54,040 No. 435 00:33:56,560 --> 00:33:59,000 So why have you come? 436 00:33:59,040 --> 00:34:03,720 The questions get harder. Why have I come? Lots of reasons, I suppose. 437 00:34:03,760 --> 00:34:08,200 Why did YOU come up here? We're talking about you. 438 00:34:08,240 --> 00:34:13,200 Maybe. But perhaps were talking about both of us. Let me guess... 439 00:34:13,240 --> 00:34:17,760 Er...start again, clean slate. That work for you? 440 00:34:18,800 --> 00:34:21,920 Yeah.Yeah, me, too. 441 00:34:25,640 --> 00:34:28,000 I've...um... 442 00:34:28,040 --> 00:34:32,640 I've been a coward for... many, many years. You get used to it. 443 00:34:32,680 --> 00:34:36,680 One day you decide you don't want to be that any more. 444 00:34:38,120 --> 00:34:43,120 The bravest thing you can do is to face up to your mistakes. 445 00:34:43,160 --> 00:34:45,600 But habits die hard. 446 00:34:47,080 --> 00:34:49,560 It takes time. 447 00:34:52,360 --> 00:34:55,840 The chicken is magic, Abs. Hit the spot. 448 00:34:56,880 --> 00:34:59,120 Take all the time you want. 449 00:34:59,160 --> 00:35:06,400 Cheers. OK, I'm gonna have an early night.You can't get a late one round here.Had enough of those. 'Night. 450 00:35:06,440 --> 00:35:08,160 'Night. 451 00:35:11,960 --> 00:35:15,120 Nice bloke, ain't he? The kids like him. 452 00:35:15,160 --> 00:35:19,600 I like him, too. He's cool, you know what I mean? Bit of a dude. 453 00:35:19,640 --> 00:35:23,640 He's got that kung-fu master thing going on. 454 00:35:23,680 --> 00:35:26,560 Inner peace and all that.Yeah. 455 00:35:26,600 --> 00:35:29,200 How's YOUR inner peace going? 456 00:35:29,240 --> 00:35:34,200 I'm best when I concentrate on the smaller things.I'm just the same! 457 00:35:34,240 --> 00:35:36,480 Amazing how similar we are! 458 00:35:36,520 --> 00:35:39,400 Time heals things. 459 00:35:39,440 --> 00:35:43,120 That's a cliche, Abs. People heal things. 460 00:35:43,160 --> 00:35:45,640 Yeah, you're right. 461 00:35:45,680 --> 00:35:48,920 Eh? Say that again. That sounded good. 462 00:35:49,960 --> 00:35:53,640 I'm pretty crap at picking men, aren't I? 463 00:35:53,680 --> 00:35:55,640 Yeah. You suck. 464 00:35:55,680 --> 00:35:59,040 Well, you said that out loud. 465 00:35:59,080 --> 00:36:01,520 The truth sets you free. 466 00:36:01,560 --> 00:36:07,280 Cliche, Kenny. The truth is a scary thing. It can lock you up for a long time. 467 00:36:07,320 --> 00:36:10,200 Being scared is part of the ride, ain't it? 468 00:36:11,720 --> 00:36:14,320 I'm trying to think... 469 00:36:14,360 --> 00:36:17,720 Oh, steady. Proceed with caution. 470 00:36:17,760 --> 00:36:22,760 I don't remember you ever talking about your dad before. 471 00:36:22,800 --> 00:36:25,480 Nothing to talk about, really. 472 00:36:25,520 --> 00:36:29,440 What was he like?He was a bastard. 473 00:36:29,480 --> 00:36:34,880 A scumbag. A dead beat. I could go on, but it gets rude. 474 00:36:34,920 --> 00:36:39,800 I thought you said you didn't know him.Well, I didn't, but... 475 00:36:41,400 --> 00:36:46,080 No, he ran off when I was five...six... 476 00:36:46,120 --> 00:36:52,040 Don't remember him. All I remember is him not being there, you know. 477 00:36:52,080 --> 00:36:57,760 The kids won't miss Alistair.They will! Who will they make fun of? 478 00:36:57,800 --> 00:37:01,240 That's a good point. Well, they can still do that. 479 00:37:02,280 --> 00:37:05,920 You never missed him, then, your dad? 480 00:37:05,960 --> 00:37:09,600 Nothing to miss. He was a bad man. End of story. 481 00:37:09,640 --> 00:37:11,880 Kenny, what did you say to the kids? 482 00:37:11,920 --> 00:37:16,400 "People are good. It's the things they do that are bad." 483 00:37:16,440 --> 00:37:20,480 I was talking about potatoes, not people.Right(!) 484 00:37:21,920 --> 00:37:24,520 SNORING 485 00:37:32,400 --> 00:37:34,840 What are you doing, boy? 486 00:37:34,880 --> 00:37:38,120 You snore.I don't! 487 00:37:38,160 --> 00:37:43,560 You were asleep. How would you know? Don't bother me. 488 00:37:43,600 --> 00:37:47,640 Why don't you like me? I like you fine. 489 00:37:47,680 --> 00:37:52,640 No, you don't. You're like Mrs Watts on the 3rd floor. She didn't like me. 490 00:37:54,600 --> 00:38:01,640 If you watched HER sleeping, she'd have every reason.She didn't like me because I'm from the Philippines. 491 00:38:01,680 --> 00:38:05,120 Is that why YOU don't like me? 492 00:38:05,160 --> 00:38:09,160 I said I like you fine! You said you didn't snore. 493 00:38:12,480 --> 00:38:14,320 I snore. 494 00:38:15,440 --> 00:38:19,080 Right, this is a list for the milk and newspapers. 495 00:38:19,120 --> 00:38:23,120 Post Office stays shut but you CAN sell stamps.OK.OK. 496 00:38:23,160 --> 00:38:25,680 All right, I'll be back tomorrow. 497 00:39:06,400 --> 00:39:11,200 (Go and say hello. Remember what it was like when you were new.) 498 00:39:16,040 --> 00:39:19,120 Hi. I'm Charley. 499 00:39:19,160 --> 00:39:22,280 Hi, I'm Peter. 500 00:39:28,400 --> 00:39:30,400 Carolyn? 501 00:39:30,440 --> 00:39:34,960 She just left.Left?Aye. She's gone to Portree for a couple of days. 502 00:39:43,960 --> 00:39:45,840 No! 503 00:39:45,880 --> 00:39:49,000 Oh, no, please! 504 00:39:49,040 --> 00:39:50,840 Mary? 505 00:39:52,040 --> 00:39:54,720 Are you all right? 506 00:39:54,760 --> 00:39:59,760 What have you done to her? I wish you'd never come. 507 00:40:07,840 --> 00:40:11,080 I could kill for a cup of tea. 508 00:40:14,000 --> 00:40:16,000 You OK? 509 00:40:16,040 --> 00:40:21,040 I've caused so much pain to people, and I never meant to. 510 00:40:21,080 --> 00:40:26,200 I'm sure it's not your fault. How do you know? 511 00:40:27,920 --> 00:40:30,440 Well, I know more than I should. 512 00:40:30,480 --> 00:40:34,480 I know that you were Kenny's neighbour 513 00:40:34,520 --> 00:40:39,600 and he doted on you. I could always see why - the way you would smile, 514 00:40:39,640 --> 00:40:43,640 the way you'd always try, you were never afraid to be weak or strong. 515 00:40:43,680 --> 00:40:47,200 You were watching me? No. I was watching HIM. 516 00:40:47,240 --> 00:40:49,560 It's not like it sounds. 517 00:40:49,600 --> 00:40:52,080 I knew where he lived... 518 00:40:52,120 --> 00:40:57,120 and there were days that I needed to know that he was still around... 519 00:40:58,600 --> 00:41:00,600 ..alive... 520 00:41:00,640 --> 00:41:04,560 to make me feel...alive. 521 00:41:05,800 --> 00:41:10,960 There are some people that don't MEAN to cause pain... 522 00:41:12,400 --> 00:41:14,920 ..and I know that you're one of them. 523 00:41:14,960 --> 00:41:17,360 You have to tell him. 524 00:41:20,280 --> 00:41:22,760 I know that, too. 525 00:41:36,120 --> 00:41:39,120 Morning, Carolyn.Euan. 526 00:41:41,440 --> 00:41:45,440 Um, the consultant will be along to see you soon. 527 00:41:47,480 --> 00:41:49,840 How are you feeling? 528 00:41:49,880 --> 00:41:52,840 Like shit. 529 00:41:52,880 --> 00:41:55,160 That good? 530 00:41:55,200 --> 00:42:00,720 We have to put a line in you to get you ready for...the procedure. 531 00:42:03,080 --> 00:42:05,480 The consultant's nice. 532 00:42:05,520 --> 00:42:07,840 You'll like her. 533 00:42:09,040 --> 00:42:13,040 ..I'll get a nurse to do this. I'm not very good at it. 534 00:42:13,080 --> 00:42:15,840 Might turn you into a pin cushion. 535 00:42:15,880 --> 00:42:17,600 Um... 536 00:42:17,640 --> 00:42:20,440 it doesn't take long, the procedure. 537 00:42:20,480 --> 00:42:26,480 They'll keep you in overnight to make sure there's no infection. No haemorrhaging. 538 00:42:28,960 --> 00:42:31,280 You don't want to do this. 539 00:42:31,320 --> 00:42:33,920 What else can I do? 540 00:42:33,960 --> 00:42:35,920 I'm trapped. 541 00:42:35,960 --> 00:42:41,160 You feel that way now... And I'll feel that way forever. 542 00:42:41,200 --> 00:42:46,560 Look...I'm not you. I don't know what the right thing is. 543 00:42:46,600 --> 00:42:49,160 I can't tell you what you should do. 544 00:42:50,480 --> 00:42:53,000 Look at me. 545 00:42:53,040 --> 00:42:59,400 Tell me it's what you want to do. I have to.That's not what I asked. 546 00:42:59,440 --> 00:43:03,520 If it's not what you want, then you WILL be trapped forever. 547 00:43:03,560 --> 00:43:07,120 Tell me it's what you want to do. 548 00:43:15,960 --> 00:43:18,440 Go and get dressed. 549 00:43:20,480 --> 00:43:24,240 I haven't had any breakfast... Have you? 550 00:43:35,320 --> 00:43:37,240 Kenny? 551 00:43:37,280 --> 00:43:41,640 All right, dude. What's going on? Not a lot. What's going on with you? 552 00:43:41,680 --> 00:43:43,760 Bugger all, really. 553 00:43:43,800 --> 00:43:48,200 We've got a lot in common, then. Seems like it. Oh... 554 00:43:48,240 --> 00:43:52,360 ferry's in. It looks like we're about to have less in common. 555 00:43:52,400 --> 00:43:54,400 All right, skip? 556 00:43:54,440 --> 00:43:58,840 Can I have...a look at your guitar? Yeah. Course you can. 557 00:43:58,880 --> 00:44:00,880 Don't really play. 558 00:44:00,920 --> 00:44:05,920 No? We've got even less in common. We're drifting apart, mate. 559 00:44:07,000 --> 00:44:09,240 I'm your father. 560 00:44:09,280 --> 00:44:12,200 I came here to tell you. 561 00:44:12,240 --> 00:44:16,720 I watched you for years. I didn't want to upset you. 562 00:44:16,760 --> 00:44:21,600 I watched you grow up. Just hoped that one day we could meet again. 563 00:44:30,440 --> 00:44:32,640 Piss off, mate. 564 00:44:36,360 --> 00:44:41,880 Oh, now, where's he going? He's only gone and won another competition! 565 00:44:41,920 --> 00:44:44,600 I've got a case of whisky for him. 566 00:44:59,000 --> 00:45:04,000 Ida! Should you not be down collecting Peter?Murdo went down. 567 00:45:04,040 --> 00:45:06,680 Murdo?Said he wanted to go himself. 568 00:45:06,720 --> 00:45:11,200 He'll never make it back up the hill! Jump on. 569 00:45:18,240 --> 00:45:20,760 See you. See you later. 570 00:45:20,800 --> 00:45:22,880 Isn't that your dad? 571 00:45:30,800 --> 00:45:34,520 I could show you the fish tomorrow. Great! 572 00:45:37,240 --> 00:45:39,640 I've come to walk you home. 573 00:45:57,920 --> 00:46:03,680 Good day to you, Douglas. Have you met Peter?No. I don't think I have. 574 00:46:03,720 --> 00:46:06,080 He's my grandson. 575 00:46:06,120 --> 00:46:08,800 How do you do? 576 00:46:08,840 --> 00:46:11,080 Come on, then. 577 00:46:21,800 --> 00:46:25,160 You can't go...not now. 578 00:46:25,200 --> 00:46:29,120 I can't stay, can I?Yes, you can. 579 00:46:29,160 --> 00:46:33,040 There aren't many things I can give Kenny... 580 00:46:33,080 --> 00:46:36,240 things that count. 581 00:46:36,280 --> 00:46:41,600 But I can give him this. Maybe you feel the same? 582 00:46:47,800 --> 00:46:51,360 Douglas...Mary.Jerry! 583 00:46:51,400 --> 00:46:57,160 I hadn't heard you were back.This afternoon. I've come for my son. 584 00:46:57,200 --> 00:47:02,200 Is Helen with you?No. Thank you for looking after him. 585 00:47:04,360 --> 00:47:07,000 GIGGLING That way, horsey! 586 00:47:08,400 --> 00:47:10,400 That way! 587 00:47:10,440 --> 00:47:12,600 That way, horsey! 588 00:47:12,640 --> 00:47:15,040 Gordon!Malcolm. 589 00:47:15,080 --> 00:47:18,160 Well...here we are. 590 00:47:18,200 --> 00:47:24,520 I spoke to Douglas and we think we should have a party in the Raeburn to celebrate your marriage. 591 00:47:24,560 --> 00:47:28,040 That's very kind of you, Gordon. Kind of me? Yes. 592 00:47:28,080 --> 00:47:32,520 Hold that thought. In order to celebrate your marriage, 593 00:47:32,560 --> 00:47:35,520 there's one small detail.What? 594 00:47:35,560 --> 00:47:40,560 You need to be married. It's my fault. You see, well... 595 00:47:40,600 --> 00:47:47,640 how do I say this? I didn't do the service properly, so you'll need to be married again. 596 00:47:47,680 --> 00:47:50,240 We will?Aye. 597 00:47:54,840 --> 00:47:59,960 That's grand! I'll tell Dad! He'll be over the moon! Gordon, thank you! 598 00:48:00,000 --> 00:48:05,920 Ida, is that not wonderful news? It is.I'll go to him straightaway. He's over with Lizzie. 599 00:48:25,240 --> 00:48:28,240 Your dad's here for you. 600 00:48:49,280 --> 00:48:52,000 What does he expect from me? 601 00:48:52,040 --> 00:48:54,880 A chance. 602 00:48:54,920 --> 00:48:58,960 Being scared is part of the ride, Kenny. 603 00:49:01,800 --> 00:49:06,320 Dad? I'm not married. I'm going to be - don't worry, 604 00:49:06,360 --> 00:49:10,360 but we have to do it again. And I want you to be there. 605 00:49:10,400 --> 00:49:13,960 I want you and Peter to be there by my side. 606 00:49:14,000 --> 00:49:15,920 Dad? 607 00:49:15,960 --> 00:49:18,080 Do you hear me? 608 00:49:19,160 --> 00:49:21,400 Dad! 609 00:49:21,440 --> 00:49:23,760 Wake up! 610 00:49:23,800 --> 00:49:25,880 I've got news. 611 00:49:30,160 --> 00:49:32,640 Dad?